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Dream that I had.......Part2

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So I was puzzled that he actually came to the states when he did! I thought he was a joke I thought to myself. John said he was going to come in 2020 who knew he would actually follow up and come. He probably had a girlfriend and was going to propose to her and I would be my normal self. My grandmother had asked me now what are you going to do? I said I don't know.
What I had asked for actually came true he came to knock on the door to tell you the truth I didn't think god was going to listen. So the next day was near and my decision was final I was going to the treaty of Verdun and getting my questions answered.
Nervous as can be Jesus would be on my side.
It was 2:40 pm I called John up and I told him meet you there he answered and said OK.

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As I walked into the treaty of Verdun he was already there waiting for me at the table.
Image result for picture of a french man male model pau france I was pissed off John how do you come to someones house and not listen to the rules? Then you have the nerves to use the computer at midnight without asking and I catch you with Robert watching porn? Why John what do you have to say for yourself? I made that fake profile because I wanted to know what was being said about me. You knew that when Marie and Samantha came over you were suppose to sleep in separate rooms, yet you knew and did NOTHING. If Samantha shut the door in my face you could have at least defended me or said something to her.
As i was looking for him he was at the table waving his hand and calling my name "Julie".
I walked in with my purse on one arm and looking around with my white dress on and my hair loose and sucking on a mint. I sat down pardoned myself for being late for this awkward moment. Wow, I thought to myself you have changed. Yes, I have John said time flies by when you least expect it. So what do you want to talk about? I want to tell you how I feel Julie how you made me feel for so many years. How did I make you feel John for so many years express yourself why don't you? When you sent me that message in the email you sent me you cussed me out. I wanted to know why you were upset because of that photo. Instead of saying it in a good manner you cussed at me named me a  womanizer, playboy, and that I slept around!
He was as speechless as the silence of the night and kept his anger to himself.

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We argued I know you called me a desperate slut and I called you other names.
Is there any way that we can get past this and move on from this hurt. Can you lose your resentment against me? It is not easy to forgive Julie you didn't understand how you made me feel!
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He still had resentment against Julie because of how she made him feel; though he did not know how to express himself. John the Frenchman had his ways and did not like to be told what to do.
Julie also had resentment against John she told him how she felt he didn't care.
He had wanted to resolve this issue privately but did not know how to start.
Julie could not trust him she did not know if he was being sincere or just faking it?
What if this was a plot that he had made with Samantha and Marie to ruin her life?
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you never can tell a person's intention just because they say they are sincere she responded.
He seemed honest but there was a feeling that something was not right.
What could it be? A sixth sense?

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